Bind Me - Page 137

“Good girl. Get cleaned up and then continue to work on the files.” I go to the bathroom and wash my hands, face, and the dildo quickly. I pass her on the way out of the bathroom.

She stops and looks up at me. My heart stalls before thudding loudly in my ears.

“Thank you.” The words float behind her as she vanishes into the bathroom.

My cock urges me to follow her in there and fuck her hard against the counter. I inhale and let it go. I don’t let my cock control me. I’ll get some relief soon enough. I already have plans for our lunch break.

Chapter 42

Afternoon Delight

Madison

My body is both satiated and needy as I finish up the projects Seth has for me in his office. The only thing hard is Seth, but apparently, he can ignore his erection. While I work, a shiver rushes through me as I remember the chilled dildo on me, inside me, followed by his hot mouth warming me up, setting me on fire.

“I’m finished.” I stand and collect my things, waiting for acknowledgment.

“Lunch will be in fifteen. Downstairs in the apartment.” He doesn’t even lift his head from his work, like I’m an afterthought.

I make my way out to my desk. I shouldn’t be surprised. It’s a workday. I don’t expect to be mauled or fucked all the time, but… I sink into my seat and turn to look at Seth’s door. It’s not like he didn’t satisfy me. I got an amazing orgasm, so I should be happy, complete.

But leaving him unsatisfied makes me feel weird. Like, if I’m going to get cookies, he should get cookies too. I know it doesn’t have to be like that, but I could see the tension in the way he held his body. He needs release, he just didn’t want it then.

After I finish up a few things at my desk, I make my way to the elevator. I’m the first to head down, which isn’t surprising. But no one joins me as I step into the elevator. It’s not like I need constant attention, but it’s odd having it and then having a quiet moment to myself. I step out and slide my access card into the door to let myself in.

The apartment is quiet and a little cold. In the kitchen, I preheat the oven to warm up lunch. Still alone, I head into my apartment and grab a sweater from my couch.

As I leave my room, I shrug it on. Still no one. I check the time on my phone and pull out the already prepared meal from the fridge to slide into the oven. It’s actually been a while since I’ve been totally alone. Before I started working here, I was alone all the time. Even in a crowd of people, I was by myself. But with the guys, it seems I’m never alone.

They’ve been especially attentive since the file room incident. The quiet is suddenly overwhelming. I never knew someone was with me until they wanted me to know. They had all the power, watching, waiting for their moment.

My heart skips, and I glance around looking for anything odd or out of place. Like something could be tampered with here. No one can access this level except the guys and me, so I don’t have any cause to be alarmed. But I remember that day, the feeling of being stalked, hunted, so alone.

The door to the apartment opens, and I take a step back. My body tenses and prepares to flee. My heart pounds in my ears as I strain to listen to every noise, any sign of whether I should stay or run.

Noah rounds the corner, his head is tilted down looking at his phone. My breath releases in a rush, and all that pent-up energy deserts me. My knees give a little, and I grab the counter to hold myself up.

Walking around the island to stand next to me, he finally lifts his head and leans in to give me a distracted kiss before his attention returns to his phone. “Kitten.”

Sitting at the island, he keeps doing whatever with his phone while I work on controlling my breathing and bringing my pulse back down from terrified victim to normal.

I’m safe. I’m protected. It’s fine.

The door opens and voices come down the hallway. Blake, Coop, and Seth. My chest fills with warmth. They’re here. I’m safe.

I turn to pull the food out of the oven and get rid of the remaining panic clinging to me.

“Sweetheart.” Resting his chin on my shoulder, Coop wraps his arms around my waist and pulls me back into his body. “I’m exhausted today, but last night was totally worth it.”

I push my lips into a smile and clasp my hands over his arms. “Me too.”

Last night was worth the lack of sleep. They chased away all my demons until it was just me and them, our bodies flowing together, chasing orgasm after orgasm. I can’t keep up that level of sex, but it definitely gave me a night off from worrying.

Worrying about stalkers and how William is dealing with his son. I care about William. He tried to give me every opportunity. It isn’t his fault his son is a woman-harassing pig.

Coop kisses my shoulder and then steps over to join Noah at the island. Blake turns me in his arms and tips my chin up. His green eyes search mine closely, looking for cracks. I’m pretty sure I spackled them all up before he came over. So, I give him a careful smile.

“We’re being too rough with you.” He shakes his head as his finger trails over my lower lip.