Bind Me - Page 74

“Fuck, sweetheart.” Coop leans down and kisses me hard with his tongue in my mouth, tasting me and Noah and himself. An aftershock shakes through my body. Coop cups my cheek as he turns to look at Seth.

My gaze follows his to Seth and his hard cock as I stroke over his dick with his help. His eyes meet mine and he groans, coming all over our hands. I stroke him through his orgasm. I wait until he finishes, then bring my hand covered in his cum to my lips and lick it.

Seth gives me a smirk before he sits on the bench behind him. “You good?”

A laugh bursts out of me. I’m covered in cum and had maybe a good five minutes’ worth of orgasm there at the end, and he wants to know if I’m good?

“No words.” I shake my head at him as I smile. “Good doesn’t begin to describe it. Wonderful. Chaotic. Orgasmic. Messy. Heaven.”

* * *

Apparently, to keep their dicks out of me, we have to take separate showers. I put on pajamas but leave off my underwear. I swear it only gets in the way around here. I’d walk around naked, but I’ve been fucked enough for one day.

Not that I’d turn them down if they wanted to start something again.

I’m the last one out. When I enter the living room, the TV is on low and the guys sit around the couch with bowls in front of them. Their eyes track me like prey. A shiver works down my spine.

“Hey.” I brush my hair behind my ear, a little self-conscious from all their attention on me as I round the couch. I’m not sure where that came from. These guys have explored every inch of me, been inside me every way they can, burrowed their way into my life and possibly my heart.

Noah holds up a bowl of ice cream. “For you.”

Smiling, I sit next to him on the couch and take the bowl. “Thank you.”

I kiss his cheek and rest my head against his shoulder as I take a bite of the creamy goodness. Noah would make an awesome boyfriend. I guess that’s what all of them are, though, right? My boyfriends. Just not in front of anyone else.

When we’re with other people, only Coop can claim me as his, and I can claim him as mine. But not the others. An ache forms in my chest.

The future seems so far away when I’m with them, but eventually my future won’t include them. When I finally go off and do all the things I used to brag about back home—starting my own multimillion dollar company, being my own boss—I’ll be leaving these guys to their next assistant.

I shove a bite of ice cream into my mouth, swallowing past the lump forming in my throat, and blink back the tears in my eyes. The only sound in the room is the clink of spoons on bowls and the low murmuring of the TV. I can’t bring myself to look them in the eyes when I’m feeling like this.

Coop scoots closer to me on the couch until our shoulders and thighs touch. I push away gloomy thoughts of a far-off future and turn to meet his light blue eyes and mischievous grin. My heart tries to fill my chest.

“We were waiting to see if you wanted to pick something to watch.” He licks his ice cream spoon like he would my pussy, and all sad thoughts are pushed away.

They’re mine for now, and that has to be enough.

“Can it not be an action film?” I raise an eyebrow at the guys. It seems like every time we sit in front of the TV, there are explosions, guns, and car chases.

They concede, and we put on The Lost City. At least it has some action for the guys. When I finish with my ice cream, Blake takes my bowl to the kitchen for me. Coop’s fingers brush back and forth on my thigh, gently warming my insides up again.

I’m not sure I can get enough of these guys. Noah takes my hand and holds it in his lap while my head remains on his shoulder. Halfway through the movie, Coop lifts my legs across his thighs and keeps gently stroking my calf. Whenever I catch their eye, Blake and Seth smile at me.

This feels nice. I’m safe, well fed, and on track to do big things in my career. Our arrangement doesn’t account for love, which is fine. Someday I’ll have to move on, but not right now. Right now, I just want to lock this moment in my memory. Yes, there are unanswered questions and still potential danger, but right now… This is what peace and happiness feel like.

When the movie ends, Seth gives me his hands to help me to my feet.

“Come on, princess. Time for bed.” He keeps hold of my hand as he leads me back to my bedroom with the others following. He releases me and gestures. Without hesitation, I climb onto the monstrous bed. Anticipation wells in me.

They strip down to their boxers and join me. Blake draws my face to his and gives me a kiss. It’s slow and exploratory. Not something to key me up. It feels nice.

When he backs away, Seth kisses me. I’m a little surprised because Seth usually waits until he’s last. But his kiss is soft and almost loving. And I sigh happily when he pulls away.

Coop pulls me onto his lap and kisses me like he fucks me, gently but with an edge of roughness. He grinds his cock up against me and the fire burns a little brighter.

“It’s time to sleep, Coop.” Seth’s voice sounds exasperated.

I giggle against Coop’s lips. He sighs and presses his forehead to mine.