Chapter 154

Chapter 154: Chapter 154

Lysander’s pov

The second Drake came home, I jumped on him and wrapped my legs around his waist. He rubbed my back and chuckled,

"What’s with you?"

I came down and smiled sweetly at him, "I am just happy you came home, I miss you."

The suspicion that covered his eyes disappeared and he gave me a smile though he looked a little confused.

The truth is, I really was happy he came home. If my suspicions were right about my body then I was with a child.

I wanted to make sure Drake’s seed was inside me as much as possible. I was so terrified the baby would turn out to be Darius’s, then I would lose Drake forever.

I hooked my arm around his neck and pulled him to me, he followed obediently as I kissed him. This was the first time I was initiating since the incident.

I guided his hands to my waist and held them there, offering myself to him. Drake broke it off and stepped away from me.

"I am so tired, little bird. I just want to sleep."

I frowned immediately, scanning him from head to toe. His appearance looked normal, nothing was out of place but Drake has never refused me before, never.

"What’s wrong?" I tried to touch him but he just shrugged me off and headed for the shower.

My frown became even heavier for some reason, my chest tightened and tears gathered in my eyes.

"You don’t want me anymore?" I asked from nowhere.

Drake spun, surprised that the question was even asked. He shook his head and sighed, "No, I am just exhausted."

I stared in silence, waiting for a better explanation than that but none came from him. The only thing I could think of was that he was fucking someone else.

I knew it was hypocritical of me to think that but why else would he refuse me. Even when he was tired, he wanted to be inside me so this cannot be the excuse he was giving me.

"Little bird..." he started to say, his hands darting towards me but I stepped away from reach and pinned my accusatory gaze on him.

"Are you fucking someone else?" I blurted out.

Drake’s eyes widened in horror and he shook his head aggressively, "No! Why would you even think of such a thing?"

I jabbed a finger to his chest, before burying my face in his shirt, "Why would you refuse me?"

A pained expression crossed his face, "Lysander," he started to say but I wasn’t finished, a sob tore from my throat.

"You have been keeping your distance from me, why?"

"You know why," he deadpanned.

For a second, panic seized my chest and I thought he had found out about Darius but he continued, "You are in a fragile state right now and I am doing everything possible to ensure you are safe, I am so tired from going out everyday and coming back late. I just want you to be safe."

I suddenly felt guilty but it still wasn’t enough to push me away, I stepped closer turning on the water works, "thank you for this, you have done everything to keep me safe but I need you, Drake. Please, you leave me all alone in here and come back late, I miss you."

His eyes softened and he pulled me in a hug, "I miss you too," he rumbled in my shoulder.

I rubbed my hips against his, grazing his already hard cock before looking up at him, "you are hard, why won’t you fuck me?"

"Lysander,"

"Don’t say anything about me being fragile, not having you inside me would break me completely."

I slid my hands down his chest slowly and unbuckled his pants, his cock sprang free and hit me lightly on the cheek. I didn’t waste any moment and I covered his cock with my mouth.

His groaned instantly filled the room, I could taste the salty sweat on him, but it was filled with his scent.

My core instantly slicked with heat and I wiggled my ass. His hand grabbed my hair and pulled me taut to his hips, his cock slipped inside me throat as he thrust his hips slowly.

Careful not to break me, all that did was make me grit my teeth. I wanted him, I wanted the old Drake back.

I grabbed his flesh and pinched, he jolted and slammed into my mouth. I groaned and rubbed his sides, letting him know that I was okay with this.

He kept pulling out and slamming back in, fucking my throat raw but all I wanted was for him to fuck me and cum inside me.

I needed that as much as possible so the baby could be his, if he ever finds out about my betrayal, he would kill me but if the baby is his, he would let me live with him.

Tears spilled down my cheeks and he wiped them away, bringing the finger to his lips and licking my tears. His hands tightened in my hair as he fucked my mouth brutally till he was cuming.

The hot spurts of sperm filed down my throat and I swallowed. He pulled out of my mouth and looked down at me, I was about to remove my pants when he shook his head.

"That’s enough, I need to rest." That was his last words and the next thing, the bathroom door was shutting me out.

I sighed and let out a sob, my hand going to my stomach to shield my stomach from this. I knew when things had changed but I didn’t realize it had gotten this bad.

I had to make things right with my mate even if it was the last thing I do. His little rejection did nothing to curb my appetite.

I opened the drawer and took out a favorite piece of clothing that he liked on me, his shirt. I wore it with nothing underneath and laid on the bed.

Sampling myself like a meal that need to be devoured, he would have no choice but to take me. I heard the shower stop running and smiled to myself, he opened the door and stopped short when he saw me on the bed.

"I am ready to be fucked, master." I purred.