Chapter 2396 - 2231: Memories in the Diary

Chapter 2396: Chapter 2231: Memories in the Diary

When I open that thick diary, perhaps you will discover that during that time, in pursuit of forgiveness from the family, every day was such a torment.

After Zhang Zhentian was discharged from the hospital, he immediately returned to his home. He knew that this time, no matter what, he had to face everything. Reality, whether cruel or not, whether it brings a satisfactory answer, he must choose to go back. If one keeps escaping time after time, what it ultimately brings to oneself, no one knows. If he chooses to escape, then in the end, whether the result is good or bad, he has no way of knowing. What can he truly gain in this world? If he repeatedly loses his family, then he really has nothing at all.

Xia Jing knew that deep down her husband’s feelings were truly complex, but he also didn’t know how to speak about such matters.

Ultimately, this matter is related to herself as well. If her husband chooses to bow and admit mistakes this time, while she, as the wife, can only secretly watch from the side, then what does she count for as a wife? At the very least, if she lacks the determination to face difficulties together with her husband, then living in this world would be a cause for mockery by all.

"Zhentian, rest assured, no matter what, when we go back this time, I will definitely do my best. I will certainly face the family’s punishment with you. No matter what, this matter started because of me. I cannot let you face the family’s punishment alone. That wouldn’t be fair to you. You’ve already done so much to protect me. Should I always hide behind you, letting you alone face all the storms?

In the past, I might not have cared about you, no matter how you were doing it had nothing to do with me. But now I just can’t do that anymore because deep down, I truly care about you now. I only want to keep you by my side, only want us to live the life we both desire peacefully. If everything has become so awkward just because of my fault, then why should I come back here and let you bear the shame alone?

Since we are married, from now on, whatever difficulties we face, we face them together. No one should think of taking on everything for anyone else. In the end, everyone has to rely on themselves to complete the road they’ve traveled.

Whatever we do needs to have a beginning and an end. I will never avoid it as I did before, nor push you out alone to bear all the pain. Whatever actions we take, we’ll bear them together. Whatever pains come, we’ll face them together. No matter what reality brings us, what we are going to face, as long as we hold each other’s hands tightly and never let go, that’s enough. Even if one day we are forced to leave the family, we can still live joyfully together once, isn’t that better? Do not repeatedly have a fluke mentality, because each fluke mindset can always bring the most painful memories. Others won’t believe what you really can do, nor will anyone know how many things you’ve done right or wrong in this lifetime. In their eyes, what they always see are your mistakes!

The moment I chose to stay by your side, I prepared myself for everything. I was ready to face all difficulties with you. Every day with you, no matter what kind of situation I face, no matter what kind of punishment I might receive, no matter how far we go, as long as we’re together, living with a firm belief is the happiest thing!

You don’t need to say anything now, just let me accompany you in accepting the family’s opinions towards us. To me, that is the greatest protection. I must learn to grow. You’ve protected me for decades. I can’t let you keep giving everything for me alone, that’s too undeserving!"