Chapter 135: Cannon Collapse (3)

Without being laughed at for saying something stinky, without being exasperated at what is this guy saying. Toward Reiko staring this way as if suspicious I involuntarily put on a dissatisfied expression.

Is she thinking who is this guy? I understand the feeling, but they are words I wrung out working hard in my own way so being given that kind of face quietly hurts.

"N, aa no, sorry... well talking to someone gets easier. Or rather what you yourself want to do becomes clear. ...In the end not knowing what to do is the same."

"That is so. Really, I wonder if a convenient solution is not lying around..."

A sigh involuntarily leaks.

If the consulted side is like this there is no reliability, but in the first place I do not have enough own power to be relied on by someone.

"Yosh! Then next Senju-senpai, please!"

Reiko who should have been quietly staring at me suddenly raises tension and points at me.

"Sudden, you, it was not particularly turn-based the topic just now."

"Eeh? Are we not fellow people who came to this unpopular place to sink into thought. And if only this side talks there is no counter for when Senju-senpai spills it."

"I will not do that kind of thing. Well only I listen and do not talk is also wrong. That said it is not an interesting story?"

"If you say that I think my story too was not something fun to listen to."

That is also so, I small-laugh and look up at the ceiling.

To organize thinking and discern the line Furezawa Senjumaru can talk to the junior named Haga Reiko.

"...I, that is so. I have something I want to do, I work hard in my own way, and I think that is going quite well."

I saved Sacred Saber, saved Sacred Knuckle, saved Sacred Knight. And I could also save men like Niekawa and Gahel.

In the meaning of results it is more than enough.

But I do not know a means to connect from there to the next.

"I can properly save the ones I want to save. I think that. But the next, next, again next difficult problems come out. Honestly give me a break."

I decided and did it myself, there is no regret there.

Certainly at the April school raid. If I had pretended not to see everything and trembled in a corner of the school building I would not have worried like now. While mimicking one school student I might have been able to do something like distancing from the fight.

But as a result this guy and Leas would have been ruined rolling down a slope, and that guy Niekawa would have properly died.

That I hate.

To be honest current school life is fun. I who did not have a wide face have one way or another increased acquaintances of both genders and can do it amusingly. I do not want peace enough to sacrifice that.

But that is that, this is this.

Worrying what should I do is painful, and fights and such I cannot come to like maybe because my nature is cowardly. I end up thinking why am I doing this kind of thing.

"I decided it myself, I have no intention of stopping now. But you know."

Honestly the true feeling is I want to leave it to a more amazing hero.

An original protagonist with a better head than the likes of me and all stats capped. I end up seeking a mechanical-god deus-ex-machina-like salvation of that kind of guy appearing and wrapping everything up well.

There are also protagonists in net novels I read who I think evaluation in the work is high but this guy is absolutely a piece of shit.

If that guy would smash every enemy I seem about to worship him. I think I will flatter with full power so help me.

Originally I am not the type who can maintain motivation of I will somehow manage, I will pull them out. However bent the personality, if it is a guy stronger than me and who will do it better I would dump everything on that guy.

"In the end since a convenient hero does not exist I have no choice but to do it... that kind of thing I know a hundred times."

I involuntarily bitter-smile.

Even though I struck that big pose and named myself ally of justice Sacred I want to rely on someone, I cannot help wanting to dump it on someone.

I cannot help that kind of myself being pathetic. But even so there are people who believe in that kind of me. I do not want to betray that.

Then I have no choice but to put in spirit.

Therefore. I will keep up appearances until the end.

Anyway the time I can no longer keep up appearances is my end. Since both raw ability and ability as a Monster Villain are poor, the moment I can no longer keep up appearances I will be disgracefully defeated.

Therefore I have no choice but to keep putting in spirit without understanding. Until I am eventually defeated.

If thinking does nothing then at least I have to put in spirit.

I am not a temperament that can power up with a guts theory, but I have to make sure I do not become a state of being weak and my hips retreating.

"...As I thought. No, but...?"

I noticed that guy Reiko is staring at me with a serious gaze.

Trying to see through my depths of depths. At that strong gaze my hips involuntarily retreat.

"Wha, what is it you. Did my talk interest you that much?"

"Eh? ...Aa no, hmm... thinking Senju-senpai also worries like an ordinary person I end up feeling is this person really that senpai?"

"What did you say this guy."

When I glare at her she says ootto I will be treated roughly by senpai in an unpopular place while hastily fleeing toward the door.

"Senju-senpai."

Reiko stops her feet pitari in a state of opening the door.

"Like senpai said to me just now, senpai too can rely on me? Even if it is somewhat abrupt I will properly help you."

She smiles turning only her face this way, then runs off saying then see you tomorrow!

That smile looks different from the usual, serious, as if caring for this side, and I involuntarily freeze. At an unfamiliar junior’s face I unfortunately had my heart pound.

For an instant I wanted to chase just like that and vomit everything about the Vigilante, but am I an idiot, I firmly endure that feeling.

That is words directed at the student named Senjumaru, not words directed at Atel Octo.

Even if it were so. Throwing this and that luggage at a junior worrying about fights with Monster Villains is wrong.

"...Wanting to cling to a junior is beyond pathetic."

While putting on a self-mocking smile I prepare to go home.

Hold my bag to the entrance, change shoes to the schoolyard.

"Mu. What is it Furezawa, at this kind of time!"

Right as I came out and started walking I was stopped by Niekawa who put his face out from the kendo hall.

Today is a day I meet acquaintances at unexpected timing, I bitter-smile while lightly raising a hand and approach.

"Ou. You too what is it, is it not club?"

"Break time. I took off armor and was looking outside the hall. I found you with dropped shoulders."

I see. If I peek in, certainly kendo club members who took off armor are sitting, chatting, or holding two bamboo swords and shouting starburst something. Is the last one fine thinking martially.

For Niekawa it was a gray zone, he bitter-smiles there is something I want to say but I will overlook at least holding and shouting.

Unexpectedly free, the kendo club. I had an image martial-type clubs are stricter.

"I know you have been worrying since around April. Though I cannot guess as far as the reason."

Around when a first year playing dual-wield knocked out same-year armor and other senpai started getting angry, while laughing ah as expected that is out, Niekawa said that kind of thing.

"If you need a diversion say so, I will make that kind of time anytime. If I am stiff call the Chairmen, recently they also seem to think of you as a friend they can be at ease with."

"Saying something like a sub character who tells you character affection, you...? If you are going to anyway tell me opposite-sex affection."

"Hahaha, I will beat you down."

Anyway.