Chapter 1627 - 1319: His Worries, Only Song Qingyang

Chapter 1627: Chapter 1319: His Worries, Only Song Qingyang

Yu Dou’s breath tightened instantly; he looked at Shi Yuanbo, not speaking, suddenly very afraid of knowing the answer.

Yes, he was especially afraid; he suddenly didn’t want to listen or to know.

Yet Shi Yuanbo still said it; Shi Yuanbo said, "She died by suicide!"

Yu Dou’s psychological defenses completely collapsed at that moment.

He sat there in dejection, breathing not his own, his ears filled with a roaring noise!

How could it be possible! A woman as calm as a chrysanthemum, how could she commit suicide, how could it be!

Shi Yuanbo looked at Yu Dou’s expression, took a deep breath, and said, "I know you can’t believe it, neither can I, but the doctors and nurses at the hospital all say she pulled out the oxygen tube herself and pierced the syringe into her own artery, dying of suffocation...

To be honest, when the doctor told me the cause of death, my feelings were no better than yours now; there were indeed many conflicts between us at that time, and you also know your cousin was about to give birth, and it was found to be a male fetus, which complicated my feelings.

I admit, I did want a son before, but since Xiao Hua was unexpectedly hospitalized, I realized many things, feeling nothing was more important than our family being together. I wanted to compensate her, be better to her, but I didn’t expect she would choose to leave by suicide...

I was very disappointed and sad, but more than anything, I was angry. Marrying your cousin so quickly was indeed related to the child, but more than that, it was my way of venting the hatred and resentment in my heart, even though deep down I know, I really don’t have the right!"

Shi Yuanbo also said he concealed Xu Hua’s true cause of death, outwardly claiming it was a deterioration of condition, not daring to reveal a word to his daughter Shi Nuan.

Shi Nuan is eleven years old; since Old Sir Xu passed away, her personality has changed significantly, and now Xu Hua left, this child seems to have grown up suddenly.

She would certainly be unable to accept that her mother chose to leave her of her own accord; even an adult like him couldn’t accept it, let alone a child!

At that time, Shi Yuanbo was convinced Xu Hua had abandoned their relationship, her and their daughter Shi Nuan, choosing to leave.

He was unaware of Li Guirong’s involvement, whereas Yu Dou suspected it might be related to Li Guirong but could only think that secrets could not stay hidden forever.

Xu Hua deeply loved Shi Yuanbo; if she knew of Shi Yuanbo’s betrayal and abandoning of their relationship, would she choose to leave in utter despair? He wasn’t certain.

But undoubtedly, the answer Shi Yuanbo gave shattered Yu Dou’s emotional world completely; he couldn’t continue staying in T City.

He once again chose to exile himself, but this time, instead of going abroad, he went to S City.

Why choose S City? He didn’t really know either; it seemed like he simply bought a ticket for a soon-to-depart flight.

He just casually arrived at a city.

He stayed in S City for half a year, living a hopeless life alone, not expecting to encounter Yang Jing during this time, and having some entanglement with Yang Jing.

It was probably Yang Jing who made him realize he couldn’t continue staying in S City; yes, leaving S City was to escape Yang Jing.

But after returning to T City, he didn’t immediately go to the Shi Family, though occasionally he would speak to Shi Yuanbo over the phone, offering advice.

Xu Hua’s departure hadn’t been a year yet, and he temporarily lacked the courage to face people related to her daily, especially Li Guirong and Shi Yuanbo.

During this period, he went to the Shi Family a few times under the guise of being Li Guirong’s cousin, primarily to see Shi Nuan.

But Shi Nuan is very stubborn, and harbors deep hostility towards him, mostly unwilling to communicate with him.

Li Guirong’s trouble towards Shi Nuan wasn’t unknown to him, yet he didn’t interfere much.

This girl is resilient and patient, smart and spirited, but to achieve what she desires, she still has many trials to undergo.

As long as Li Guirong doesn’t do anything excessively, he generally wouldn’t interfere much.

Moreover, if Xu Hua’s incident was truly related to Li Guirong, the only person qualified to uncover the truth would be Shi Nuan.

In particular, he noticed that since both Old Sir Xu and Xu Hua passed away, this girl appeared to have lost her pillar of support.

She desperately needs a motivation in life, something to drive her forward and keep striving.

The cause of Xu Hua’s death, or the bankruptcy of the Xu Family, might just be an opportunity.

He secretly observed Shi Nuan all the way, also watching those around her.