Chapter 1159 - 1156: True Love Unrivaled 3

He was in disbelief, yet his heart was being torn apart, unable to utter a single word.

Xixi, how could it be like this? How could it?

If there’s no love, why would I search to the ends of the earth for one person?

If there’s no love, how could I suffer insomnia every night, with a heart broken and shattered?

If there’s no love, how could I want to never let go in this lifetime?

But he couldn’t express it, he just held tightly, with all his strength, because he knew once he let go, there would be nothing left...

In the midst of extreme anger, she also grew quiet.

Those nights filled with hidden hatred, resentment, loathing, self-pity, self-harm... never finding a release... She once thought there would never be a day to release them.

She hated him, hated him immensely.

She thought she could pretend to be carefree and laugh it off, but when face to face, realized she simply couldn’t.

Unable to be carefree, instead showing a disgraceful side, with fierce words flowing.

Because, other than him, she found no outlet to vent.

The moon slowly rose.

The snow that had been falling for days had stopped unknowingly.

The soft moonlight and bleak sentiments, no warmth of the ground could warm the heart.

When he loosened his grip, she finally broke free.

"Xixi, I love you..."

She said firmly, "I’m sorry, I don’t love you anymore!"

She picked up the backpack from the ground and strode away.

He stared fixedly at her, watching as her figure was about to disappear at the door.

He rushed up, voice anxious, "Xixi... Xixi... Do you want me to spend the rest of my life constantly searching for you? Are you really that heartless?"

Her back stiffened.

Suddenly unable to bear it, she rushed up and punched him hard in the chest, "Wan Donglin, can you stop being so damn pretentious? Don’t you know it’s disgusting?"

That punch was fierce, causing him to stagger a step, pain spreading.

But no pain could compare to the pain in his heart.

"Wretched girl, heartless wretched girl... I made mistakes, I’m unworthy of forgiveness... But for so long, knowing I’d feel terrible, knowing I was going crazy... you wouldn’t give me a bit of news... that was one thing... but now when I finally find you... you just walk away..."

"..."

"Yan Xixi, have you thought about my feelings? Have you thought about how I’d be if you left?"

"..."

"Would I still keep searching for you, continue living like a zombie, neither alive nor dead..."

She murmured in a daze, "Why must you look for me? Can’t you just assume I’m dead?"

He suddenly became furious.

He fiercely hugged her, turned her shoulder, "Yan Xixi, look at me... look at me... I haven’t closed my eyes for half a year, every day and night filled with guilt and regret, once despairing enough to think I could never atone in this lifetime... and now you stand alive right in front of me, and you still want me to consider you dead?"

"..."

"Wretched girl, are you really this heartless? Not even a thought for past feelings? Even death row inmates have the right to seek clemency, don’t they? I’ve always loved you, never changed, asking for forgiveness isn’t possible... must it truly be so cruel, leaving both of us miserable for the rest of our lives?"

She buried her head in his chest, only crying.

Tears quickly dampened his shirt.

He held her tightly, surprisingly finding the crying a form of unparalleled joy, unbelievably precious.