Chapter 192: v2- - 11: the opening ball IV

(Adrian POV)

Their eyes met.

Adrian had been waiting for it.

Not consciously, perhaps.

But the moment it happened, the rest of the ballroom seemed to recede.

Marian was standing perfectly still.

So was he.

For a moment, they simply looked at one another across the ballroom.

Adrian took her in slowly.

Eighteen months.

That was how long it had been since he had last seen her properly.

And somehow, the time had only made the sight of her more striking.

Her golden-blonde hair caught the chandelier light, the pale strands framing the familiar shape of her face.

Her eyes were still that unmistakable blue.

Clear.

Bright.

The same eyes he had known since they were children.

But there was something different about her now.

She had grown into herself.

The woman standing before him was no longer the girl he had grown up beside.

She was twenty-three.

Elegant.

Composed.

Beautiful enough that his attention settled on her without effort.

His gaze moved over her without hurry.

The gown suited her.

It followed the graceful lines of her figure, emphasizing rather than concealing them.

Her hair had been arranged with care.

Her jewelry—

Adrian’s gaze stopped.

The earrings.

His earrings.

He knew them instantly.

And suddenly, everything became clear.

She had chosen them deliberately.

There was no other explanation.

Marian knew he would recognize them.

She knew exactly what they were.

She had spent eighteen years knowing him.

She knew what he remembered.

She knew that he would notice.

She wanted him to notice.

The realization settled through him with quiet certainty.

Marian had handed him a message without saying a word.

She was looking toward him.

She wanted him to understand that.

Adrian’s gaze returned to her face.

And that was when Marian’s composure faltered.

He saw the moment she realized he had recognized the earrings.

Her eyes flickered.

Her gaze broke.

She looked away.

Then a delicate flush appeared beneath the powder on her cheeks.

The tips of her ears turned pink.

Even the exposed skin above the neckline of her gown carried the faintest warmth.

Marian was blushing.

Adrian almost smiled.

She had deliberately chosen his earrings.

She had stood there waiting for him to notice.

And now that he had—

she could barely meet his eyes.

He loved that.

He loved the way she could still surprise him.

The way she could be so composed with everyone else and yet become uncertain beneath his gaze.

For eighteen years, he had known every variation of Marian’s expression.

He knew when she was amused.

When she was irritated.

When she was pretending not to care.

And he knew this.

Embarrassment.

Nervousness.

Anticipation.

She was feeling something.

That much was certain.

Adrian’s desire to cross the ballroom came immediately.

He wanted to go to her.

He wanted to take her hand.

He wanted to see whether she would blush like this again when he stood close enough to touch her.

But he remained where he was.

Marian had looked away.

Adrian let her.

He had finally received the answer he wanted.

She had returned.

She had looked at him.

And she had deliberately worn something that belonged to him.

He understood what that meant.

The question now was what she would do next.

Adrian’s expression settled back into the calm composure expected of him.

He would not make it easy.

Not yet.

Marian had once chosen Cassian.

Adrian had never forgotten that.

He remembered exactly what it had felt like to hear her tell him that she loved another man.

He had understood then that she was not going to choose him.

And Adrian had never been willing to accept a future in which Cassian remained between them.

So he had removed the obstacle.

Cassian was gone.

Marian was free.

And now she had finally looked back.

Adrian wanted to know what she would do next.

That was all.

For now.

His gaze moved toward the assembled debutantes.

Lady Ophelia Rosemont stood among them.

She was beautiful.

Young.

Elegant.

The daughter of an old and influential house.

An obvious choice.

Adrian began walking toward her.

He knew Marian would see him.

He knew she would understand what his choice appeared to mean.

And that was precisely what he wanted.

He stopped before Lady Ophelia.

She curtsied.

"Your Majesty."

Adrian extended his hand.

"Lady Ophelia."

Her fingers settled lightly into his.

The musicians began to play.

Adrian led her onto the dance floor.

And as the ballroom turned its attention toward them, he remained perfectly composed.

Only one thought occupied him.

What would Marian do now?

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(Marian POV)

Adrian descended from the raised platform.

The ballroom quieted.

He walked slowly across the floor.

Marian watched him.

For one foolish moment, her heart lifted.

Then she realized where he was going.

Not toward her.

Toward one of the debutantes.

The young woman stood several places away, surrounded by her family.

Marian knew who she was.

Everyone did.

Lady Ophelia Rosemont was perhaps the most beautiful of the debutantes that evening.

Tall.

Graceful.

Exceptionally elegant.

And young enough that Marian suddenly felt every one of her twenty-three years.

Ophelia’s mother looked as though she could hardly believe her good fortune.

Adrian stopped before her.

The young lady curtsied.

Then he extended his hand.

Marian’s heart sank.

Of course.

Why had she imagined anything else?

The Emperor was looking for an Empress.

And if he was going to begin the Season by choosing a partner for the opening dance, why wouldn’t he choose one of the most beautiful debutantes in the room?

Marian lowered her gaze.

There was nothing strange about it.

Nothing even particularly disappointing.

It was simply an answer.

Perhaps Adrian had seen the earrings.

Perhaps he had understood exactly what she had meant.

And perhaps his answer was simply—

no.

She drew a slow breath.

Fine.

At least she knew.

Or perhaps she didn’t.

Marian hated that she couldn’t tell.

The musicians began to play.

Adrian led Lady Ophelia onto the dance floor.

The ballroom followed their movement almost instinctively.

Conversation softened.

Several mothers watched with undisguised interest.

Ophelia looked radiant.

And Marian—

Marian forced herself to smile.

She had come here to find out whether Adrian would notice her.

He had.

She had wanted to know what he thought.

But she had been too embarrassed to hold his gaze long enough to find out.

And now he was dancing with someone else.

Perhaps that was enough information for one evening.

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Tbc