Chapter 218: The Feeling of Liking Someone Is Happiness and Enjoyment

Chapter 218: Chapter 218: The Feeling of Liking Someone Is Happiness and Enjoyment

A familiar story, yet with completely unfamiliar people.

A suffocating possessiveness, a controlling desire so strong it cannot be ignored, an overwhelming love given to the other person that cannot be satisfied even when together.

Could the girlfriend of this boy truly feel happy facing such a twisted form of affection?

It was understandable when they weren’t together and he was pursuing her.

But even after they got together, she was constantly subjected to her boyfriend’s confessions and declarations of love. He cared about her so much she had no personal space, wanted to stick to her whenever he had free time, believed she was the only one in his life, and thus cared immensely.

He even wanted her to only like that one person.

It felt like seeing another version of Haruko and myself in another world.

However, Wai Feng was just a slightly obsessive ordinary person.

But Haruko was completely and utterly yandere.

But similarly, as the one being confessed to, liked, and pressured, my reaction and his girlfriend’s reaction were the same.

Feeling confused, finding it hard to accept, and even feeling scared and burdened.

Indeed, I’m not the only one who feels this way, right?

Haruko was like that too, her love was so heavy it was suffocating.

"I think..."

Wai Feng’s words drew Ichiko’s attention back, "I think she must have liked me, right?"

Ichiko slightly opened her mouth, "But you said she broke up with you because she couldn’t stand your suffocating love, so why would she like you?"

Wai Feng chuckled, "Although what you said is a bit unpleasant to hear, I’m about to die anyway, so I won’t be angry with you."

"Well, this is what I think."

The breeze ruffled his hair, blowing his clothes.

"When she was with me, she had very happy and enjoyable smiles, wasn’t that proof that she liked me?"

Ichiko’s eyes were a bit blank, "Liking someone... is like that?"

"I think so. If she didn’t like me, why would she want to stay by my side, why would she dream of me when she slept, and why would she smile?"

"It’s just that she never told me my flaws. After we argued, we only reflected on ourselves and never talked about the other person’s shortcomings."

"Gradually, I pushed her tighter and tighter, and thus..."

"Pop!"

Wai Feng clapped his hands, making a crisp sound, "The balloon couldn’t hold that much air, it burst."

"But actually, if she had told me my flaws, I would have changed. I would have become the way she liked, because I liked her."

"It’s a pity, this is often something you only realize after you’ve missed the chance and regret it. If I had been a bit more mature, she wouldn’t have left me."

Wai Feng smiled self-deprecatingly and bitterly, then turned to look at Ichiko, "Miss, why did you want to jump into the river?"

"I..."

Ichiko opened her mouth, Wai Feng’s words still echoing in her mind.

When they were together, she would show happy smiles, she would be very comfortable and enjoy herself, this was their liking.

If she pointed out his flaws and shortcomings, he would change.

Because he liked her.

Thinking carefully, was Haruko also like this?

In the past, I wished Haruko would be a bit more obedient. For those two weeks, she didn’t show any yandere behavior even once, and didn’t cause me the slightest trouble in life. Even at home, she was like a little kitten.

She alleviated my fatigue after each day, listening to her complain about work or study.

Whenever I looked at her, the sharp Haruko would sense the gaze and turn to give me a smile.

When I met her eyes, I would naturally be healed by her smile, filled with joy.

It was just that I didn’t cherish it back then, and even thought that Haruko was gradually returning to normal, so I could focus more on other things.

Wasn’t this self-inflicted?

Was the one who was broken up with, the fault of this boy in front of me, was it his immaturity?

I never dared to talk to Haruko about her yandere nature.

If she had realized her abnormality earlier, would she have cooperated with my treatment?

That way I wouldn’t have to hide from her, I could stay by her side even if she was yandere. If she felt happy, she naturally wouldn’t become yandere.

After all, she liked me so much.

After all, she listened to me so much.

The one who was wrong was never Haruko, it was me...

From the day we argued during the summer vacation, I had never had an honest conversation with Haruko.

The only time was the day she died shielding me from a gun.

In the last moment when everything ended, I... argued with her.

Argued!

She couldn’t even hear my confession!

Even though she was about to pass away, about to leave.

At the moment of eternal separation.

At the very end.

She couldn’t get what she wished for and left me forever with regret.

Memories were covered by heavy snow. Wai Feng saw that Ichiko hadn’t spoken for a long time and called out in surprise, "Miss?"

Ichiko quickly came back to her senses and forced a smile, "I’m fine, I was just thinking about my her."

"Also heartbroken by love, like me?"

Ichiko nodded.

The young man couldn’t help but sigh, "I really didn’t expect to meet a kindred spirit for death by jumping into the river. You can say what you’ve been holding back, at least having a listener will be much better, and I’ll take your words to the grave, no one will know."

Perhaps she was really holding it in too much, or perhaps she wanted an answer.

Ichiko turned her head, darkness and snow covered her sight, she couldn’t clearly see the boy’s appearance, but she still asked, "Do you know about yandere?"

"I know." Wai Feng was also an otaku, "Did you fall in love with a yandere, or were you liked by a yandere?"

"The latter."

"The latter, huh? That heavy love of a yandere isn’t something ordinary people can like, but I’m quite envious of you."

Ichiko gave him a surprised look, "Envious?"

"Yes." Wai Feng leaned against the railing, "That kind of love is loyal and unwavering."

"But isn’t that a lot of pressure?"

Wai Feng tilted his head, "Why would you feel pressured?"

"I..." Ichiko opened her mouth and said in a deep voice, "I think she often cuts herself, and often hurts others over small things. It feels... very scary."

"Just like your girlfriend, she must have felt you were too controlling and possessive, felt pressured, and that’s why she broke up, right?"

Wai Feng: "Because she was just playing around with me, while I wanted to spend my whole life with her. Our ideas clashed and we couldn’t resonate."

"But it’s undeniable that for a while, she was very happy when she was by my side."

"Don’t just think about those depressing and scary things. Since you’re already preparing to jump into the river, why think about bad things?"

"A life review is for remembering beautiful things, things to cherish."

Wai Feng’s voice gradually reached Ichiko’s ears through the wind and snow, "Empty your mind, didn’t you feel any happiness and enjoyment when she was by your side?"

"Yanderes aren’t scary. They are scary because they lack a sense of security, so they do extreme things. No matter how extreme her actions are, they are all for you, because she likes you."

"Just as I lack a sense of security, so I subconsciously pressured my ex-girlfriend."

"But when you hold her hand and your eyes are full of her."

"As a yandere, she is very obedient and very cute."

His words were accompanied by a gust of wind, blowing her gray-black long hair.

It also carried away the crystalline tears from the girl’s eyes.

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